Whenever

Enough! You said, but I rarely listened
At last, I exclaimed to you
But it was already over, and you were walking away
I never really knew if you cared
I never really saw your sensitive side
Sometimes I thought I read into your eyes
But it was already over, and you were walking away
 
It didn't matter that you weren't the one
It didn't matter that I had finally won
There was nothing to say 
Because it was already over, and you were walking away
It always seemed you were willing to fight
I always wanted for me to be right
Because it was already over, and you were gonna walk anyway
So I coped an attitude, and shuddered when you came around
I wanted you to know you were the cold one
But you never noticed or heard my sound
Because it was already over, and you were walking away 
 
I never tried to stop you
I'd just watch from afar
Sometimes I'd even think about the whenever's
Whenever you'd be gone for good
I'd think, "I wonder whatever happened to him."
"I wonder if he made it, whenever"
But as it stands you keep popping up
And I'll add this as another empty coffee cup
There are so many, but i should really sleep
Because, you haven't dissappeared yet, and you won't let me forget
That it's already over, and you're walking away